In the last episode of Keeping Up With the Kardashians, Kim Kardashian broke down in tears telling her family she feels like a “failure” amid her crumbling marriage to Kanye West, who was her third husband.
“I feel like a f*cking failure, that it’s like, a third f*cking marriage,” Kim said in a flashback clip; during Thursday’s episode of the family reality TV show. “Yeah, I feel like a f*cking loser. But I can’t even think about that like, I want to be happy.”
Through tears, Kim — who was still with West at the time of filming — said the rapper deserved a woman who could follow him to another state while she raises their four kids.
“I honestly can’t do this anymore,” Kim said as she recapped a fight the estranged couple had to her sisters. “Why am I still in this place where I’m stuck for years? Like, he goes and moves to a different state, every year, I have to be together so I can raise the kids, you know? And he’s an amazing dad, he has done an amazing job.”
She continued, “I think he deserves someone that can go support his every move; go follow him all over the place and move to Wyoming — I can’t do that. He should have a wife that supports his every move and travels with him and does everything.”
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During the episode, which featured a family trip to Lake Tahoe, Kim, 40, lashed out at her family over a plate of cookies. Khloé Kardashian attributed this outburst to Kim and Kanye’s failing marriage.
“Kim has been struggling privately behind the camera about her relationship. And it’s tough because Kim is clearly redirecting so much of her frustration and sadness and anger,” Khloé said during a confessional. “And sometimes you just take things out on something that has nothing to do with what you’re going through. It’s not the cookies’ fault.”
Back in January, Eelive.ng reported that Kim was going to file for divorce from Kanye West. “Kim got Kanye to go up there [Wyoming] so they could live separate lives and quietly get things sorted out to separate and divorce. She’s done,” a source shared. The mother of four ultimately filed for divorce in February.
Kim was previously married to Damon Thomas and Kris Humphries.
